I'm home! I was discharged because I became so depressed that I couldn't eat without puking & I was unable to sleep.

But some crazy news to follow:

Jeremy proposed. Wedding date: June 27, 2009.
Lots of apartment searching going on.
I have a wedding dress.

http://www.maggiesottero.com/dress.aspx?style=V7061

link to my dress.
if it doesnt take you directly to the dress for some reason look up V7061 in the search.

Jake & I are in the process of a divorce. I have an amazing boyfriend. We've been talking about getting married. I enlisted in the Army again, but may not be going because my mom is severely sick. We started ttc. ^_^

About my mom though. She has some severe rare viral infection in her heart. We had to go to Iowa City and had been there since Christmas night. They have shocked my mom's heart eight times since Christmas and finally took her into surgery to have a temp pace maker put in. Her heart rate is still very high considering it's around 190bpm. They also did open heart surgery on her. They put two pumps into her heart because it's too weak. It wasn't pumping blood to her other organs and her kidneys had started to fail. She's stable now, but will more than likely need a heart transplant.
She has had a breathing tube in for awhile now & I can't wait until they take it out so I can actually talk to her a bit. She has been drugged up and doesn't respond a whole lot or open her eyes.

Basically a lot has been going on.

And he is amazing. His name is Jeremy. He's in the national guard. I love his family.
We've been talking about getting married. Possibly ttc.
He's literally my soul mate. He is me & I am him, but in different bodies. Does that make sense?

Anyways...

( here's pictures )

Formerly known as eu_pho_ri_a .

New life, new journal.





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